Be Human

So.

It starts, again.

I don't know where to begin.

Though I feel like I am living on an alternate plane of existence, I know I am still right here.

My brain simply is lazy, and does not want to consider the implications of my reality.

This is where my stubbornness becomes an asset; I no longer want to to experience the pain of disunity so I will not let myself avoid the unification of my past with my present.

I accept that all of me exists, and that all of me is on purpose and meaningful to me, and pain slides out of me.

I retain the courage to continue to look inward, no matter what I think I'll find, and what I see is usually not as scary as I thought.

As a human, I can only be so complicated.

I must uncomplicate myself.

A student in class today (whom I will not pretend I understand completely) did a lot of talking, and not a lot of listening. It felt he was projecting all of his bullshit onto me, and he tried to make it fit where it didn't.

And I said my truth, and left it at that. I didn't need to engage him into any more depth of conversation.